一个字，“烦”

This few days.. I'm really suffering with some cases.

I rather don't know everything.
I rather don't know you are lie me.
I rather don't know everything!


I felt that i was very very suffering.
How come? Who know my feeling.
honestly, No one will know. Only (him). Thanks, bro!
what i am done, you are really do not appericiate!
You ask me to help you, but now..
lie me again!
You talk anything to your friends what i am talked to you before!
You said you cannot promise to keep secret.
I'm totally disappointed.
I though you will not "bei pan" me..
But now what i knew that is totally Sucks!
one word, 重视亲友。
I asked you before, would you 重视亲友?!
And you said "NO"!!
I felt that i'm very stupid!!









But now what i can see, is totally different with you said.
How come i'm sad for this kind of person!
i'm too stupidd!!
Something wanna say out, but not dare!
I felt that my life is sucks!








O Lord, what should i do? Please give me wisdom, happiness!
Take over my sadness and unhappy stuff!
Bless me, O Lord!