Sad Day!! :(

Actually, today i was so so so unhappy! I'm just act out my happiness.. But, it's very suffer......

Why he is like this? My problem again?!! I even cannot accept this kind of friends in my life!! I felt that YOU ARE CHILDISH!! why you so selfish at all? Sigh .. :(

Can you don't be like that? I'm have use many ways to let you know and guild you.. but, still remain like that! NO CHANGES!!! what for i help you? LOL.

Sometimes, i felt that this world are changing!! Friends, environment, time, all changed!!

If a person who very care about you, then send a msg to you, but you even didn't reply it at all!!!! WTF!!! Because you don't know how to respect a person!!!!!!!!

Huh... 好了跟没有好都一样。我努力了，但却不能回到以前那样！

Colourful life.

Hello!! I'm come back again. I have really long time didn't update my blog already.

Hmm.. what's going on recently in my life? Really a big changes....

Let's me continue the story first...

Actually, i'm already good with my room mate already. What i so quite disappointed is our relationship is not good like last time .

心中隔着一道墙。要怎么才能把这道墙打破呢？好难。。。
But, now we are just like normal friends. Sometimes we also didn't talk 10 sentences in a day. Sigh.

For ngkb, i'm already getting 5 weeks didn't have talk with him, no receive message and call anymore. I think our relationship just until here. 有缘再作回朋友。

My money?!! Come come.. :) I want money!!! haha.. DEC is coming soon!! Gonna shop until crazy!!

MEGA SALES!! haha..

This few weeks, i'm working and keep working.. because of money!!

Everyday wake up early 7.15am and night sleep at 1am+.. i will die soon :(

Last two days, I'm already bought the ticket to go Penang. I'm so exciting!!

This is my first time go travel alone! Where is My Sim? he is having exam.. sigh :(

About my job? I'm starting like my job very much!! The good news is i can know many people when i'm working at there!! Especially those people who come from different country. Tour guild from Chiana, Taiwan those also. haha..

last two weeks, i'm bring two VIP, they are from China, shang hai.

they are wearing formal.. really look like a BIG BOSS!!

I'm so nervous, because I'm first time bring VIP.

After bring them visit the factory, then I'm bring them to the show room.

they bought a lot!!! RM 9000!!!

how wish if i got 2% komisen. haha.. BUT NO!!

But last week, the supervisor told me, she want me to take one langguages . OMG!! ENGLISH!!

want me speak English with those "gui lao"?? I'm sure nervous!! no ~~~

By the way, i will try to practice it well and go have a test!! Oh yeah!!!!

Today afternoon, when i'm working, i suddenly think back those sadness which was happened in my life!! Can i forget about it? Sigh... :(

Please don't want come out from my mind please....
Sometimes, i was really beh tahan! but i have to calm down, cannot scold out, cannot go talk to them, you this and that not good!! :(

I have read finish a book which is i bought it from POPULAR! Is about communication skills...

The book very helpful in my life!! i will write some to put down here and share to you all!! Waiting for next time when i'm updated my blog. :)

I think i have wrote a lot here! and have to stop it now. Haha..

10 more days going to Penang!! 2th Dec to 8th Dec.. woohoo!! So exciting!! :) Good luck! and God bless.

We are just 陌生人

He come back already finally..

But, we didn't talk with each others....

we are just like don't know each others...

Sometime i don't like this feeling!!

I don't want miss anything in my life including my friend.

what happened on us?

Is it we will be back like last time?

God Bless....

Unforgettable Deepavali 2011

Hmm.. What's my mood today lea? It's was keep up and down..

These few days really happened many things! All those sad stuff and come upon to me! It's hard to facing man!! I really cannot accepted ! But, thanks God. i KNOW , i missing two friends for now.. but i still have a lot of friends still with me! I tell myself, don't because of this two friends, make my mood so down! SIM, what you said are right!! Thanks for helping me when i needed someone! :D

Huh? Should i go find back them? Are they will forgive me and friend back with me? TT

IS okay, tell myself must put away this kind of stupid stuff! :)

Today is Hari Deepavali!! I'm really happy and unforgettable!

I have went to saloon wash my hair, take pic, style my hair! OMG~ it's really many ppl like and give comment!! :D *woohoooo!!

After that , we went to kenny house, helping him moving his stuff to my house!

Then, go back clean house and room! :D

5.30pm, going to eat curry!! wakaka! ( my working friend's house)! haha..

Actually this is my first time go visit india's house in deepavali!!

The curry freaking nice!!! i eat too much edi!! Got a bit regret!!! I have to balance my food back! keep fit!! haha...

When coming to night!! That's the main point !!!

We went to over time!! And order 9 bottles of beer!! Keep play and drink!! woohoo!! I was so so so "high".. Damn happy!!! All the sad stuff are gone!! How wish everyday got this lkind of life!!

Playing "chuo dai di " with carson and Cyt!! haha.. who lose? Drink saja!!! haha....

But, if want to play this game?! It's not really suitable play in KL!! Because KL beer damn expensive!!! walao!! ><

12.30am then we back home!! :D

That's all what i wanted to share!! haha.. See you again!! :)

TO Nkb

What happened today again?? LOL... after a happy day then get sad again? LOL!!

TELL ME WHY!!!!

actually what he done is too over, he doesn't use he brain to think kah? how old oh? still like a kids?!

and when he talk like bu nai fan me jiang?!!

what am i done? LOL...==

Happy day^^

I can notice him already starting to changed. I know that he is trying to be a better person!! Gambateh!! You can do it! just believe yourself!! And always remember what i said to you... :)

Today i'm no working.. The weather is raining day. I'm sleep whole day at home. Wake up at 11am in the morning, then afternoon 1.30pm sleep again until 5.30pm.. Im PIG!! haha...

These few weeks, use too much of money edi... So, i have to jimat a bit^^ save some money for Buying clothes for CNY , Dec when she is coming to KL, Dec penang trip.. need a lot of money^^ haha.. Target is rm 2000!! Gambateh!! Must everyday go working starting from now..

Now edi good with him.. but another one again have problem.. i really don't know what happened abd why he want do that! I really dulan!! Just hope that he know that he done wrong and apologize to me!! >< sienz....

Im everyday missing her... wanna say out but still cannot.. i scare later she will get shocked. Im just waiting and waiting... What should i do now? but i hope that i can get your heart!! :)

好想把自己麻醉。 不想要在这样下去了。。