Unforgettable Deepavali 2011

Hmm.. What's my mood today lea? It's was keep up and down..

These few days really happened many things! All those sad stuff and come upon to me! It's hard to facing man!! I really cannot accepted ! But, thanks God. i KNOW , i missing two friends for now.. but i still have a lot of friends still with me! I tell myself, don't because of this two friends, make my mood so down! SIM, what you said are right!! Thanks for helping me when i needed someone! :D

Huh? Should i go find back them? Are they will forgive me and friend back with me? TT

IS okay, tell myself must put away this kind of stupid stuff! :)

Today is Hari Deepavali!! I'm really happy and unforgettable!

I have went to saloon wash my hair, take pic, style my hair! OMG~ it's really many ppl like and give comment!! :D *woohoooo!!

After that , we went to kenny house, helping him moving his stuff to my house!

Then, go back clean house and room! :D

5.30pm, going to eat curry!! wakaka! ( my working friend's house)! haha..

Actually this is my first time go visit india's house in deepavali!!

The curry freaking nice!!! i eat too much edi!! Got a bit regret!!! I have to balance my food back! keep fit!! haha...

When coming to night!! That's the main point !!!

We went to over time!! And order 9 bottles of beer!! Keep play and drink!! woohoo!! I was so so so "high".. Damn happy!!! All the sad stuff are gone!! How wish everyday got this lkind of life!!

Playing "chuo dai di " with carson and Cyt!! haha.. who lose? Drink saja!!! haha....

But, if want to play this game?! It's not really suitable play in KL!! Because KL beer damn expensive!!! walao!! ><

12.30am then we back home!! :D

That's all what i wanted to share!! haha.. See you again!! :)

TO Nkb

What happened today again?? LOL... after a happy day then get sad again? LOL!!

TELL ME WHY!!!!

actually what he done is too over, he doesn't use he brain to think kah? how old oh? still like a kids?!

and when he talk like bu nai fan me jiang?!!

what am i done? LOL...==

Happy day^^

I can notice him already starting to changed. I know that he is trying to be a better person!! Gambateh!! You can do it! just believe yourself!! And always remember what i said to you... :)

Today i'm no working.. The weather is raining day. I'm sleep whole day at home. Wake up at 11am in the morning, then afternoon 1.30pm sleep again until 5.30pm.. Im PIG!! haha...

These few weeks, use too much of money edi... So, i have to jimat a bit^^ save some money for Buying clothes for CNY , Dec when she is coming to KL, Dec penang trip.. need a lot of money^^ haha.. Target is rm 2000!! Gambateh!! Must everyday go working starting from now..

Now edi good with him.. but another one again have problem.. i really don't know what happened abd why he want do that! I really dulan!! Just hope that he know that he done wrong and apologize to me!! >< sienz....

Im everyday missing her... wanna say out but still cannot.. i scare later she will get shocked. Im just waiting and waiting... What should i do now? but i hope that i can get your heart!! :)

好想把自己麻醉。 不想要在这样下去了。。

不好的一天

怎么了我？突然好想写blog...

我已经好久没来了。每次写blog 一定是由不开心的事情发生！

我真的好想每天都可以开开心心过日子。。

但是，xxx每天都会出现在我面前。真的很难放下。

其实当初我已经做错了决定。不然，我就不会好想现在一样！

我是不是好傻啊？

我已经试着放下了。但是，真心告诉我是不能够！

我真的好想快快离开痛苦！

这看起来，好像没有机会了！真的没有的挽回！

那我该做些什么吗？

才发现到我真的很傻！我是傻瓜！！！

如果这里有海边那该多好！向着海边大汉的感觉非常好！

好像一个人去旅行！放下一切重担！

但是$$$$作怪！没钱，没得去！

我这是怎么了？谁可以来给我安慰？是你吗？