To you.

多久了沒有你的消息 上一封簡訊是星期幾
duo jiu le mei you ni de xiao xi shang yi feng jian xun shi xing qi ji
又錯過了與你的約定 對不起真的不是故意
you cuo guo le yu ni de yue ding dui bu qi zhen de bu shi gu yi
有時候沒辦法陪著你 你總是對我說沒關係
you shi hou mei ban fa pei zhe ni ni zhong shi dui wo shuo mei guan xi
放不下我對妳的任性 對不起不該讓你傷心
fang bu xia wo dui ni de ren xing dui bu qi bu gai rang ni shang xin

* 有時候 你會讓讓我 儘管我大男人發作
you shi hou ni hui rang rang wo jin guan wo da nan ren fa zuo
有時候 你會裝作不懂 默默地 留一些空間給我
you shi hou ni hui zhuang zuo bu dong mo mo di liu yi xie kong jian gei
wo
這些事情 其實 我一直都藏在心裡
zhe xie shi qing qi shi wo yi zhi dou zang zai xin li

請你原諒我不懂逗你開心 請你原諒我不懂聽你的心
qing ni yuan liang wo bu dong dou ni kai xin qing ni yuan liang wo bu dong
ting ni de xin
回想這過去 我學著讓你更安心
hui xiang zhe gou chu wo xue zhe rang ni geng an xin
別賭氣別任性別放棄 說聲對不起
bie du qi bie ren xing bie fang qi shuo sheng dui bu qi

After 2 days...

The time is passing so fast! It is already 2 days... But i still cannot what i get hurt. I feel very sad.. what happened? T.T Friends, if you really stop it!! please tell me clearly. I'm totally tired!! I don't know what was going on. Am i hurt you? Haizz.... if you want make a person to hate you! that is so easy! just hurt me, just "bei pan" me... just hurt me!! then i can totally give up!! even one message you also no reply! T.T who can help me?!! No one.... T.T suffering!!!!

怎么办？

怎么办？？
昨晚真得很难入眠。。
每当一关上眼睛，我却想回这件事。
好痛苦。！！
上帝，求你把我的sadness带走，可以吗？
我真得没办法了。。

难道，一个人走投无路的时候，一定会去自杀？
我终于你知道你们自杀的心情！
我知道不是你们要的，是因为真得很辛苦。
我知道，如果不自杀，心情更痛苦。。
我了解了。。

我也好希望以睡，不会起身。。
世上的事情让人觉得很烦。。
为什么呢？
我真的好痛苦！！
救命啊！！

傷心和委屈的時候，要嚎啕大哭。哭完洗完臉，拍拍自己的臉，擠出一個微笑給自己看。


一個人作踐自己來取悅你的時候，千萬不要因此感動。 一個男人的煙頭燙在他身上，下一個就可能燙在你身上。

被朋友傷害了的時候，別懷疑友情，但提防背叛你的人。原諒，但並不遺忘。
別懷疑友情..恩恩恩~朋友是一輩子的唷 但並不遺忘..是記恨嗎..哈

一个字，“烦”

This few days.. I'm really suffering with some cases.

I rather don't know everything.
I rather don't know you are lie me.
I rather don't know everything!


I felt that i was very very suffering.
How come? Who know my feeling.
honestly, No one will know. Only (him). Thanks, bro!
what i am done, you are really do not appericiate!
You ask me to help you, but now..
lie me again!
You talk anything to your friends what i am talked to you before!
You said you cannot promise to keep secret.
I'm totally disappointed.
I though you will not "bei pan" me..
But now what i knew that is totally Sucks!
one word, 重视亲友。
I asked you before, would you 重视亲友?!
And you said "NO"!!
I felt that i'm very stupid!!









But now what i can see, is totally different with you said.
How come i'm sad for this kind of person!
i'm too stupidd!!
Something wanna say out, but not dare!
I felt that my life is sucks!








O Lord, what should i do? Please give me wisdom, happiness!
Take over my sadness and unhappy stuff!
Bless me, O Lord!